Thursday, January 22, 2009

LivingPost

...thanx Cygnus...

...short explanation...
...Cygnus said it,in the comments of one of my posts'...i liked it,it stuck in my craw for a while.Even asked him(days later)what he meant...so...

...this will be it,my living post...or properly stated,my (still)living post,my 'proof of' living post...with my current state of affairs,any 'puter' time is gonna be slim to none,lots of 'gettin' ready' chores to be done...so i plan to tell it(complete with theatrics and drama) like i live it...my fate is not unlike a multitude of other folks,a gradual degradation,typically not recognized,until it's too late...then its damage control...the way i see it,'IT' has happened.Over the last couple/three years,i've done my best to prepare,done my best to keep providing for my responsibilities,even while my income has declined.We sacrificed a buttload of 'nows' for 'maybe laters'.Well the 'maybe laters' have morphed into the 'hopefully one day(s)'...the 'nows' are called the 'too lates'...as predicted(however,sooner than expected)my out going exceeds our incoming...my/our budget is in deficit,and unlike the banks,no one will bail me/us out with someone elses money...not that i would accept it.Quite the contrary,i'd love to tell them to stick it...if i didn't earn it,or make it,i don't want it...if i fail,there is no one to blame but myself...however...to be purposely submarined by 'my' own gov't ? that's a whole different animal...after this months bills are paid,there will be very little money for anything,gas,groceries,preps etc...as of today,with the announcement at work,of yet another reduction of hours,next month will be more tough...lots of shit aint gettin' paid.So i figure by the 15th of next month,cable is gone(bye modem/internet),cel phones after that...oh i will try,to get them to 'give me more time' just to see how much i can string em'along...it won't do any good though...cuz i aint giving them one more cent...the majority of people i hear talkin' these days,are foaming at the mouth in anticipation of dotgovs' meager return of their own money,lookin' thru rose colored glasses,they think everythings' gonna be o.k.,they cant wait to go out and buy 'something'...anything...
...probably 97% are fully expecting an additional 'stimulus' check in the near future,just can't live without nannygov dependance.Why expect different,that's the way they're programmed...
...i claim so the dotgovs' take out the least,therefore getting less in 'tax return'...i don't depend on it,i dont count on it,i dont 'spend it' before i get it(although,i did with the last 'stimulus'...planned it,that is...sweet irony to have our anti-liberty minded leaders 'purchase' a weapon and ammunition 'for me'...)
...anyway...I'm done...done with them...done with those who choose not to see whats here and/or coming...eventually the blog will simply be 'dead'...quite possible to periodically post a comment or two from a transient location,but whole posts,from someone elses puter,in their home,seems a bit weird...i will still read as much of the blogosphere as possible...lots of blogs out there that i miss.I actually feel bad when i cant get in on the action daily,then when i log on two or three days later i feel so 'behind'...
...so...to make a long story longer,i'm gonna be 'into' the preps,as early as two weeks from now.Depeding on them.Won't be spending no more money on groceries going in(except beans,rice,and pastas)...we got a fridge full,and deep freeze half full...any monies from dotgov,or funds from bills going unpaid,will be used to add hardpoints and hardware...

...yeah,i kinda wish the S would HTF...would be better than this atrophy,this withering away of everyone.Or,in another point of view,the leading to slaughter of the masses...one of those sayings is to be taken literally...(i think)...when the powers that be tell our dotgov to 'do it'...they'll do 'it' alright...they'll fire,believe me...some won't,but many others will drop a hammer on us...others still will wait to be fired upon,before the self justification of using every terrible implement of the soldier upon their own...

...well...now i'm too drunk to continue,too tired to remember if i remember...
...got me a few three day weekends coming(temporary,so they say...same thing they said when they cut us to only a 40 hr wk...yeah,right...)gonna use this time wisely,got preppin' to do...i'll be around to visit everyone friday evening...if it aint raining,gonna pop up the camper during the daylight hours,and rearrange some 'stores'...

...yep...don't know where i'm going,but aint no use in being late...

...now where did i put those detonators ?...hmmm ...

2 comments:

Catman said...

Dude,

Just keep hanging in there.

HermitJim said...

All we can do is keep on keeping on, my brother!

Times like this I'm glad that I don't have a family depending on me to furnish them some good news along with the food and paycheck.

Good news is way too hard to find now days!