Saturday, June 12, 2010

TwilightZone

...weird stuff !..only way to describe it is,weird stuff...i'll try to explain

...i've always gotten "vibes",as far back as i can remember,good and bad feelings,about certain situations...any situations...sometimes they're a 'smack in the face',other times just a tingle in the belly...always trust yer gut,humans instinct generally has been erased,the sheeple mentality if you prefer...mine hasn't,i trust my instincts,and they've saved me countless times,from little 'boo boos',all the way up to and including death,i'm sure of it...

...as i've said before,i also believe in God...i am not a bible thumpin' sunday morning Christian,i do not regularly attend church,i do not have to go to church to believe in God,i feel i can (and do) worship The Almighty wherever i am,i thank Him,and routinely ask for His Blessings...for others as much,if not more,than for myself...

...now,for the "weird stuff" i was talking about...the last few days i've had an awful lot of 'vibes'...haven't been able to label them "good" or "bad"...kind of different vibes than i am accustom to...now let me say,i don't believe in ghosts,at least not the stereotypical ghosts...i do think humans have a 'spirit'...a life force that is impossible to contain with our bodies,we give off 'vibes'...all of us...an energy,from the moment of conception,until our last breath...some people can,and do pick up on this energy...they/we 'get vibes'...as i was saying,the last three or four days have been kinda weird,i'll see 'something' out of the corner of my eye,turn and look...nothing...hear a sound,turn to look...nothing...it has progressively became more pronounced,i had it happen a few moments ago(third time this morning) it was "real enuff" to make me reach for my weapon(no i didn't draw, it happened quick enuff that my hand didn't make it all the way,but my brain said "get gun")...which prompted me to write this post,maybe, writing it down,dissecting it mentally,will help me figure it out...maybe i'm just losing my fuckin'mind...
...fuck it,maybe i've already lost my mind and 'its' what's messin'with me...???

...anyway,GoodLuckGodBless...

12 comments:

Mayberry said...

Ken, I get "vibes" too. Yours said "get gun", mine says "get out". The gas tank is full, and the escape pod is always loaded...

Felinae said...

Ken, my friend,
Welcome to our world. This happens to Catman and myself a lot. Just wait until they start whispering to you.

I have learned to for the most part ignore the shapes and sounds, but sometimes you just cant. Cat, too has grabbed the gun, but only to find nothing there.

I sometimes see the shapes/shadows standing on the side of the road as I am driving.

I get a feeling too, I call it "My Icky Feeling" it is just this really weird feeling that starts in my stomach and works it way upward, I get tingly and then I am overcome with such a sense of loss/sadness it is unbelievable.

I don't know, can't explain it, don't even really try to anymore, nobody believes me/us anyway except my Dad. LOL but he grew up believing in spirits/ghosts etc.

Just something you've got to learn to live with I guess.

Hugs~Fel~
(I have not lost my mind either, so neither have you ;D)

Selous Scout said...

I too have been catching movement out of the corner of my eye. When I turn to look, there is nothing there. I have been chalking it up to reflections on my glasses. Perhaps that is not the case?

Anonymous said...

Sounds like yer just fucking crazy! Then again,all of you end of worlders are !

Catman said...

Hey Ken,

George Washington is said to have had a vision of the future of the United States while encamped at Valley Forge. The vision was accompanied by the visitation of what is described as an "angel".

A similar account is attributed to General George B. McClellan, during that spat between the states.

In fact, military leaders have reported visitations throughout history. One of the best known being Joan Of Arc.

People of all walks of life frequently report visitations of other-worldly beings. Very little evidence is left behind to corroborate such tales. Often, the only evidence is the word of those who were chosen to receive the experience.

I wouldn't worry about going crazy. I've seen them, and even spoken with them. I've had them leave behind tokens of their presence. I am told that the spirits of your ancestors, and even those who have no relation to you, but have taken a liking to you, will come and walk with you awhile during your travels in this world.

These folks can be a great asset, if you are willing to listen.

I don't know if you have any Native Americans near you, but if you have the inclination, ask if their shaman will speak with you. As someone who believes in God and Christ, it saddens me that there is little more to be found within most Christian resources than the branding of such events as being "the work of the Devil". You might also look for a Shinto Shrine and speak to the priest in residence ( that has to be a long shot in your state), or a Buddhist enclave and ask to speak with their master.

If those are not an option, (and I know you will feel silly) speak to the things you see out loud. Acknowledge them, and tell them you'd like to know what they want. Invite them to come to you in your dreams. It seems much easier for a spirit to enter your dreams without the chaos of your conscious mind and the modern world interfering.

Ken said...

...hey Mayberry,pop-ups got a bad tire,so i gotta stay put,i'm buggin'in for now...

...hey Fel,i get'em every once in a while,but these the last few days have been rapid fire...

...good to see ya Scout,no glasses here so i can't use that one,but sumthing tells me yers aren't reflections either...

...Anon,"end of worlders" ??? not me,i'm a rascist redneck teabagging right wing extremist,slash terrorist,clinging to religion and guns,remember?...oh yeah,put a 'handle' on it,ya puss...

...and to the Catman,Thanx Brother,you've given me a good idea,i'm 1/8 Choctaw,so i could probably use that to my advantage on Their Nation...and for the record,'they' can hang with me all they want,i could use some good company,i don't feel silly speakin to em...hell,maybe they'll listen...

Did it MY way said...

I have alwas said I have a guardian angel looking after me. Every time I was going to make a mistake my angel stopped me. I believe in angels.

See Ya.

Bustednuckles said...

I know damn good and well I am crazy but I was wondering if it wasn't the reflections off my glasses too.Apparently not, if I ain't the only one seeing this shit.

Bring it on, I will live or die. At this point, it don't much matter.

Bustednuckles said...

BTW, My Great Grandmother was full blood Cree and the other side nis 100% Irish, who are known for their fondness of the little people and such, like, BANSHEES.

Ken said...

...evenin'Tony,maybe it's the guardian angels that give me/us the 'vibes' !?!?

...hey Busted,long time no type Brother,during some conversations with friends,it came up that,maybe it's our relations/connections to the Native Americans,that "they allow us" to see the spirit world (?)...it makes sense to me !

Shy Wolf said...

Hey, Ken- we war not against flesh and blood but spiritual forces in heavenly places... I get those 'visions' all too often to be happy with them (and, yes, I've pulled the gun at times). After spending some time considering them I've come to the realization that it isn't "earthly forces" I'm seeing: it's the spirit world and they're testing us, our resolve, our actions. Are we ready to fight? Going for the gun is sure indication we are!
It may be our willingness to fight that is holding back a tremendous atruggle that, were we not prepared to fight, would enslave us and our country.
Semper Fi, Ken.
God bless.
Shy III

Ken said...

...mornin'Shy,good to hear from ya,you make another good point,these may be the probing acts,of a desperate,but determined enemy...

...and yes i will fight,GodBlessYaShy